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Sex

This subject is usually hands-off when it comes to discussion. But when they are brought up, you have 3 kinds of people in the coversation.

1. The people who talk a lot about sex.

2. The people who are super shy about sex and don't really say anything because it makes them uncomfortable.

3. The people who listen to try and gain tips for increasing their sexual experience.

I bring this up because we talked about it in class today and I was pissed off. Hardly anybody said anything. I recall my homeboy sitting behind said a few things so I give him some credit for that because he at least tried but I was really the only one who wanted to talk about sex. Everyone else was really trying to avoid the subject. I, on the other hand, didn't want to have the spotlight on me because I think people will judge me and come to the conclusion that I'm that arrogant brown kid with the funny name....Crush.

I hate coming off as that. But anyways, I'm getting off topic.

Sex! That's right. Sex should be the ultimate form of love. If 2 people say they love eachother, sometimes 3 or 4 at the same time, and that they are ready for sex. This gives the partner a false sense of love. The couple now thinks since they had sex, they love one another more than they did before just because someone stuck his her pee pee in the other's va-jay jay. I can understand that this would ultimately make you feel more attached to your partner but in the end, it really doesn't.

Sex was meant for two people to feel a connection physically and emotionally at the same time. And if people are constantly having sex with other people, then wouldn't you feel morally wrong about yourself? I mean, I'm not trying to say sex is a bad thing but when you fuck 10 girls over the course of a year or some insane amount like that then something needs to change. What're you going to tell your wife or husband? Sorry, I had sex with a lot of girls and had a lot of one night stands because I was too wasted to know the difference between her asshole and her pussy.

Talk about Oops!

My mind and it's innards

Is there a way to control the way your mind thinks?

Is there a way to change your thought process?

Is there a way to interpret and understand strings of data more easily?

I've thought about these things because I know I'm not as smart as everyone else. For me, when I perceive information it's a lot harder for me to fully understand than my peers. Like philosophy, I just don't get it. It's a lot of information at once and that's just not something my brain can take in and digest.

Another example is when I talk. I don't exactly think things through when I improv speak in front of large groups and I usually sound like an idiot. It's not because I get nervous or anything, it's just a problem I have. I switch words together and mean something else entirely. I mix "he's" and "she's" a lot too.

Haha, I guess we all have our downfalls. Mine just happens to be something quite critical. I think I should read more books instead of web articles where I won't learn anything except new interesting ways of cursing.